well....it's over :( just don't know what to say.......

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Posted by wednes on September 12, 2000 at 09:05:17:

this is so hard for me to write down...
we've tried everything, we went to all the docters, but sparky has left us...this weekend, he started to shake all over and got trouble breeding, so we rushed to the animal hospital, they made an x-ray, and he got a vitamine shot and another antibiotica shot, which i didn't really agree to, the shaking stopped, but his breathing was still going very difficult, at sunday at 21.00, he started jumping against the wall we tried to calm him, my boyfriend was holding him in it's arm i continually yelled don't die on me spark, i really freaked out, he stopped breathing and did'nt move anymore, we called the hospital, the ambulance my mother, but it was too late, they couldn't save him any more, we tried everything, massaging his longs, feeling for a heartbeat,even mouth to mouth reanimation, but he just didnt breath anymore. his tongue started to hang out of his mouth, and my heart died.......but the worst of all he started having this shocks, the last energie coming out of his body. we where holding him, we had closed his eyes and for four times he got this shock, his eyes jumped open, he opened his mouth and roled over, he was allready dead but it was his last energies coming out this was so hard to see, everythime he did this i screamed, because he looked so much alive then, i really felt like my heart was ripped out of my body each time he did this. our live has crashed down...we have buried him in my morthers garden, cause she will for surely live their forever and all the other animals which we ever had lie there, so he has a good place there, i will put his favourite stick on top of it, but not now, i can not see his grave jet it's too painfull, now i am crying again :( this is so hard!! it took me a long time to write this down,but i just had to tell. we miss him so much,can't sleep no more,my cat misses him too, that makes it even harder he continuously is searching for him and is crying all the time,this is SO HARD!! i miss him so much, can't stay my house anymore, everythime i see something it reminds me of him, i can't go shopping for grocceries,because the fruit and vegtibales remind me of him, and my eyes are filled again with tears i try to hold in all day, but the pain is too much.

IN LOVING MEMORY SPARKY, 9 years old, to young!!
he was so beautifull!! we will never forget him, always in my heart...

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So sorry for your loss... Dishy 09/12/00 (1)
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I am sorry..... Lisa 09/12/00 (1)
- Re: I am sorry, too. Tanya 09/12/00 (0)
It's real hard to type with tears in my eyes......message Iguanamomma 09/12/00 (0)
Re: well....it's over :( just don't know what to say....... xta 09/12/00 (0)
Remember the good times...so sorry to hear of your loss. Take Care! n/m LilMe 09/12/00 (0)
Our thoughts are with you....hope that you soon find comfort in memories. jif 09/12/00 (0)
Re:I am sorry, sounds like he had a wonderful, loving igmommy...n/p IG27 09/12/00 (0)
{{{{{i am sooo sorry}}}}} you will be in my prayers... nm sue3 09/12/00 (0)

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: this is so hard for me to write down... : we've tried everything, we went to all the docters, but sparky has left us...this weekend, he started to shake all over and got trouble breeding, so we rushed to the animal hospital, they made an x-ray, and he got a vitamine shot and another antibiotica shot, which i didn't really agree to, the shaking stopped, but his breathing was still going very difficult, at sunday at 21.00, he started jumping against the wall we tried to calm him, my boyfriend was holding him in it's arm i continually yelled don't die on me spark, i really freaked out, he stopped breathing and did'nt move anymore, we called the hospital, the ambulance my mother, but it was too late, they couldn't save him any more, we tried everything, massaging his longs, feeling for a heartbeat,even mouth to mouth reanimation, but he just didnt breath anymore. his tongue started to hang out of his mouth, and my heart died.......but the worst of all he started having this shocks, the last energie coming out of his body. we where holding him, we had closed his eyes and for four times he got this shock, his eyes jumped open, he opened his mouth and roled over, he was allready dead but it was his last energies coming out this was so hard to see, everythime he did this i screamed, because he looked so much alive then, i really felt like my heart was ripped out of my body each time he did this. our live has crashed down...we have buried him in my morthers garden, cause she will for surely live their forever and all the other animals which we ever had lie there, so he has a good place there, i will put his favourite stick on top of it, but not now, i can not see his grave jet it's too painfull, now i am crying again :( this is so hard!! it took me a long time to write this down,but i just had to tell. we miss him so much,can't sleep no more,my cat misses him too, that makes it even harder he continuously is searching for him and is crying all the time,this is SO HARD!! i miss him so much, can't stay my house anymore, everythime i see something it reminds me of him, i can't go shopping for grocceries,because the fruit and vegtibales remind me of him, and my eyes are filled again with tears i try to hold in all day, but the pain is too much. : IN LOVING MEMORY SPARKY, 9 years old, to young!! : he was so beautifull!! we will never forget him, always in my heart...

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