I have to give up!!!

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Posted by snogec on May 31, 1999 at 11:51:45:

I recalled every favor owed over the years and I had over twenty-five people looking for Iggie ouer this weekend.We found nothing.Dead or alive I prayed.......nothing.We looked everywhere.I have to give up the idea of finding him alive.It's no good.It is to hard.Iknow i'll never see him again.It's been too long.He was too weak to survive this.If only,a babysitter,a friend anyone but me would of let him loose,I could of pounded their head maybe It would make things easier,but it wasn't it was me.I knew better.TOO MANY SHORT CUTS.......iF i WOULD OF TAKEN HIM IN WITH ME BUT I DIDN'T. I will never give up looking for him,but I know he is dead.I can't care for my other Reptiles objectively anymore.I am lost.I am afraid for them.I don't know if I can care for them correctly anymore.I have lost pets before and it doesn't get any easier.I think with them I atleast knew what to do.With Iggie,I didn't.I can't even find a Memorial FOR Iguanas.He atleast should be remenbered.I have held my dieing pets and cried,I can't even do this for Iggie.I know without a doubt he will go to Heaven it is the only place he could go.Our pets are the only ones that are pure at heart. Thanks for listening to my babbeling.I hope you can understand how I feel.

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Re: I have to give up!!! cirsisue 5/31/99 (0)
{{hugs}} and please stop kicking yourself !!! iZ's mom 5/31/99 (0)
Re: I have to give up!!! Joan 5/31/99 (0)

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: I recalled every favor owed over the years and I had over twenty-five people looking for Iggie ouer this weekend.We found nothing.Dead or alive I prayed.......nothing.We looked everywhere.I have to give up the idea of finding him alive.It's no good.It is to hard.Iknow i'll never see him again.It's been too long.He was too weak to survive this.If only,a babysitter,a friend anyone but me would of let him loose,I could of pounded their head maybe It would make things easier,but it wasn't it was me.I knew better.TOO MANY SHORT CUTS.......iF i WOULD OF TAKEN HIM IN WITH ME BUT I DIDN'T. I will never give up looking for him,but I know he is dead.I can't care for my other Reptiles objectively anymore.I am lost.I am afraid for them.I don't know if I can care for them correctly anymore.I have lost pets before and it doesn't get any easier.I think with them I atleast knew what to do.With Iggie,I didn't.I can't even find a Memorial FOR Iguanas.He atleast should be remenbered.I have held my dieing pets and cried,I can't even do this for Iggie.I know without a doubt he will go to Heaven it is the only place he could go.Our pets are the only ones that are pure at heart. Thanks for listening to my babbeling.I hope you can understand how I feel.

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