and he is looking much better, but I can't help but be depressed. he is still sick, he is totally blind. i just do not know what to do but sigh and curse and force myself to not cry. i'm just out of ideas. to top it off, we went to put him with Lilly. she was not by any means having that. she got highly irate. I hope this is due to her pregnancy. that's all i've got to say for now.